Tuesday, June 29, 2010

Better Luck Next Time

So, I haven't been as good about doing things I love as much as I should. I have made little improvements though. That's better than nothing, right? Okay, so moving on.
I am kinda at a crossroads. I am not sure about what path I should be taking in my life right now. I have a good job, but the pay SUCKS! However, I am working my way up which will lead to more money. Downside is, I have been injured more at this job than at any other time in my life. Getting hurt puts me out of work and I don't get any type of sick leave for a year. (My year mark is Nov. 11th) A plus is that my insurance is AWESOME! We paid 68 cents for Evan's eye drops the other day. We also have insurance through Evan's work, so we are double covered which is a bonus. I like my job. I work hard. Plus, the longer I am there, the more stock I build. If I were to retire at age 55, I would have over 6 million in stock. So, what's the dilema you might say?
The problem is that I don't feel like this is what I am supposed to be doing. I would like to go back to school. Maybe study education again. I have thought about taking a course in medical coding and billing. I have thought about taking a nail technician course. I just don't know what to do. If I stay where I am, I won't be able to afford schooling. Even if I get financial aid, it will be hard.
The next problem...we really want to start a family. And those of you that have had children know the issues that go along with that, not to mention my polycystic ovarian syndrome and all that it involves.
So, with that on the table, I need some suggestions, thoughts, ideas, whatever. They would be greatly appreciated!